17022015

If only i know i will face this over and over again, i would not have make this choice. O Allah, make me strong. because I'm really weak right now.  I know I should be thankful with everything I got. lots of them got less than what i have right now. But i see myself as a failure. A complete failure. Ask me did i achieve anything? and the answer is No. People are moving on in their life accomplishing something, achieving something, or doing anything that they love, and what did i do? Nothing. Make me a thankful person ya Allah. I'm really sorry for not being grateful. because I am just a normal human and I have feelings.