Yes. So I am crying.
Semalam abang cakap, "Tahu tak kawan Abang meninggal sebab cancer. Abang baru tahu dia sakit. Dah la rapat dengan abang. Dulu sampai tiga hari tak keluar rumah sebab main PS3 kat rumah dia." And I was like "cancer apa?" Abang jawab with a sad face "tk tahu. Dah lama tak jumpa sebab dia pindah ke Terengganu. Kerja sana" So my reaction was like usual je "Innalillah".
Today I scroll the Fb timeline just to realise that kawan abang tu is someone that I knew. Memang abang rapat gila I can sense now how sad he is. how regret he is not to have the time to meet up due to kerja yg banyak melampau. Busy. I always tagged along abang pi memana. Jalan la pi memana mmg sentiasa ikut. Semua kawan abang boleh kata kenal. Tapi yg ni mmg abang's bestfriend. Lepas balik dr Auckland, mmg keluar mesti ada dia. Pernah jugak kata "Abang takda kawan lain ke?" (in a joking scene) I remembered going to Gua Tempurung dengan abang and kawan abang, and he was one of them. Pernah keluar makan sesama abang and kawan, which was also him. Yes memang selalu jumpa. And kadang kadang dulu dia tegur jugak kt FB tanya how's study bagai semua. Waktu tak dapat MARA, tak silap dia ada jugak nasihat apa semua. Walaupun mungkin takda la rapat sangat compared to abang, rasa sedih sangat. Not knowing your bestfriend is fighting for his life, sangat sedih. Hm hope abang okay jugak.
Semoga diletakkan dalam kalangan orang yang beriman. Al fatihah.
Sunday, September 21, 2014
Thursday, September 4, 2014
30:36
I think this ayat is super deep. Menusuk jiwa raga kalbu.
"Dan apabila Kami berikan rahmat kepada manusia, nescaya mereka gembira dengan (rahmat) itu. Tetapi apabila mereka ditimpa sesuatu musibah disebabkan oleh kesalahan mereka sendiri, lalu mereka berputus asa" (30:36)
True indeed. Takda lah berputus asa but you start to overthinking and everything seems impossible. But the truth is you don't try hard enough. It's been many many years you didn't really feel the pressure of studying like you do now, and you happy with it. Sekarang? You just have to study harder and smarter. Remember, you are going to be a doctor! Remember, your act will affect your patients. You don't want to harm your patient. Sebab tu study medicine tu is not easy. Semoga dipermudah. InshaaAllah.
"Dan apabila Kami berikan rahmat kepada manusia, nescaya mereka gembira dengan (rahmat) itu. Tetapi apabila mereka ditimpa sesuatu musibah disebabkan oleh kesalahan mereka sendiri, lalu mereka berputus asa" (30:36)
True indeed. Takda lah berputus asa but you start to overthinking and everything seems impossible. But the truth is you don't try hard enough. It's been many many years you didn't really feel the pressure of studying like you do now, and you happy with it. Sekarang? You just have to study harder and smarter. Remember, you are going to be a doctor! Remember, your act will affect your patients. You don't want to harm your patient. Sebab tu study medicine tu is not easy. Semoga dipermudah. InshaaAllah.
Wednesday, September 3, 2014
Free toll
Disebabkan tengok gambar pengantin semua cantik, maka kami pun berfikir "Jom lah kena practice candid ni" hahahahahahahahahah
Photoshoot @ rumah farah.
Okay la kan not bad la kan? hahahahahaha. Oh and btw the day i went out with dylla, i got a free toll from someone i don't know. At first dah ready bukak tingkap dah then tetiba the traffic light turned green, so macam eh kena bayar depan punya ke? then dia angkat mcm "cardboard" written " FREE "hehehe Made my day. hihi Thankyou stranger :) Terus immediately call my sister, tp tk angkat. then bila dia call balik cerita la pasal dapat free toll, and dylla tanya "La, kau call nk bagitahu pasal dapat free toll je ke?" ngeh ngeh ngeh You know you don't have to spend a lot to make someone's day. Enough with rm1.60 toll made my day !
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