Alfatihah

Yes. So I am crying.

Semalam abang cakap, "Tahu tak kawan Abang meninggal sebab cancer. Abang baru tahu dia sakit. Dah la rapat dengan abang. Dulu sampai tiga hari tak keluar rumah sebab main PS3 kat rumah dia." And I was like "cancer apa?" Abang jawab with a sad face "tk tahu. Dah lama tak jumpa sebab dia pindah ke Terengganu. Kerja sana" So my reaction was like usual je "Innalillah".

Today I scroll the Fb timeline just to realise that kawan abang tu is someone that I knew. Memang abang rapat gila I can sense now how sad he is. how regret he is not to have the time to meet up due to kerja yg banyak melampau. Busy. I always tagged along abang pi memana. Jalan la pi memana mmg sentiasa ikut. Semua kawan abang boleh kata kenal. Tapi yg ni mmg abang's bestfriend. Lepas balik dr Auckland, mmg keluar mesti ada dia. Pernah jugak kata "Abang takda kawan lain ke?" (in a joking scene) I remembered going to Gua Tempurung dengan abang and kawan abang, and he was one of them. Pernah keluar makan sesama abang and kawan, which was also him. Yes memang selalu jumpa. And kadang kadang dulu dia tegur jugak kt FB tanya how's study bagai semua. Waktu tak dapat MARA, tak silap dia ada jugak nasihat apa semua. Walaupun mungkin takda la rapat sangat compared to abang, rasa sedih sangat. Not knowing your bestfriend is fighting for his life, sangat sedih. Hm hope abang okay jugak.

Semoga diletakkan dalam kalangan orang yang beriman. Al fatihah.